Love Song
Monday, Apr. 14, 2008
4:54 p.m.

I realized that when it's just one thing, I can handle it. But when it's a few waves hitting me, it's really irritating. Ha, like I have a choice? Nah.. not really. A series of fun and unexpected surprises and unexplainable turmoils.. seems like I had a "tight" schedule huh.

Why's university life this exciting? Ha, it was much easier and simpler up till JC. I should have realized after the warning/preview in beginning of year 1. Tell me not that this is the appetizer to work life.. woah woah wee..

Na.. I'll walk over all these crap. Life's too short to be bothered by such. Step and step over one by one =)

Then, I'll have a short little break and visit Anissa. Though I sense the problematic administrative stuff regarding visa coming my way.. but well, I'm getting my foot on that land one way or another.

I had a short time-out this afternoon strolling in my park listening to Love Song by Sara Bareilles. Totally therapeutic. Love the heavy piano beats.

Head under water
And you tell me
To breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder
Even I know that
Made room for me
It's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason

To write you a love song
Today
Today..
I learnt the hard way
That they all say
Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
You and Your twisted words
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'
I'm gonna need a better reason
Promise me
You'll leave the light on
To help me see
The daylight my guide gone
Cause I believe
There's a way
You can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
Is that why you wanted a love song?
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one
You see I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to write you a love song
Today.
Today..

And I just got a small pleasant surprise. But well, don't read too much into it. I don't want to be disappointed after being through those in the past.
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