觸摸
Tuesday, Oct. 07, 2008
10:09 p.m.

I heard this song over on Fm93.3's 罐頭劇場 "215的約定" and I really liked it. I like Diya's version, obviously not the youtube (below) version taken during her competition, but the newer version. I felt that she sang it with the right tone and emotion and it moved me.

I can't help but felt that the lyrics reminded me of a friend's past. Maybe not just one friend, but at least 2 of them that I know. Especially this part

"你哭覂告诉我
你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊
拥抱你的温柔"

默默地為她在暗地裏付出，還裝著很大方，很無所謂。我覺得他真的很偉大，很令人佩服。雖然是有點傻，但傻得感人，傻得令人羡慕，令人嫉妒。誰不想是被呵護的對象。但，傻瓜心里一定很不好受。時間久了，到底付出的終究會等到渴望的回報嗎？是該放手，還是該放棄？繼續下去，是否只是因爲心不甘，還是真的不捨？

一首歌，是可以隨著心境或個人經歷而有不同的解讀。

《觸摸》

听说南方从来不会有寂寞
听说在海边世界没有尽头
你哭覂告诉我
你和他梦想的种种
我会是你雨天的湖泊
拥抱你的温柔

好想看你的笑容
对离开的他说
你心中那份美丽
怎么找都不会再有

轻轻触摸未来遥远的风
有一天你会找回你的梦
幸福是看得透而不是
舍不得他的所有

慢慢触摸天空暖暖的火
我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他
还有我永远守候
不要难过

听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
听说在天空有迷人的星座
一起去探险吧
也许你会喜欢而感动
你沉默的时候
我知道你的心还很痛
真想看你的笑容
对你的他大声说

倘若，有朝一日，在過了很久很久后，儅事過已境遷，儅你身邊已有了另一個她，而這個她終于回來找你，又會是怎樣的一種情景呢？作何抉擇呢？

屹立不倒，或是觸及舊情？好像只有導演知道結局似的。。。

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Samstag!
Sunday, Oct. 05, 2008
1:24 a.m.

Today me & Eileen spotted this really nice dress in Suntec city! Ahhh.. I'm so glad that it's my size, though the sales girl said it was size 'S'. Love, love it. Ha.. White's definitely be a theme if I get married. Guests' that fail to meet my standard of dress code shall have to do forfeit! *muahahaa*

Finally we tried this new French and Jap fusion Yogurt Ice cream.. well, I find it too expansive for that little serving.
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Samedi
Saturday, Oct. 04, 2008
10:53 a.m.

Je suis heureuse maintenant.. je ne vraiment sais pas. Peut-etre c'est a propos lui? Ou parce qu'il y a plus de chose dans ma vie que je peut faire.

Je suis plus occupé aprés jeudi et j'aime ca. On pense trop quand il y a trop de temps oú je ne fais rien.
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Nur für dich, dear.
Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2008
2:22 a.m.

Thank you dear.

I love the Bistro Petit Salut surprise and definitely the pink & white swinging rabbits. =) Ich vermute, dass du das weiße Kaninchen bist! Und ich? Ganz klar, das rosa Kaninchen! Oder, total umgekehrt? Hahaa.. Keine Ahnung, aber na ja, das ist mir egal!

I enjoyed our little chat today =)

我愛你.

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剛才回家時的感想..
Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2008
12:01 a.m.


幸福,是與你,牽着手,滿足的走着..

就是這麼簡單.
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5.11pm
Sunday, Sept. 28, 2008
5:09 p.m.

Don't tell promise anything when you obviously know it's so impossible. Not everyone accepts an apology with a mere lollipop like some kid.
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random again
Sunday, Sept. 28, 2008
12:12 p.m.

Sometimes I wonder how some people are satisfied with the simplest of all things, while other regard them as crap. Take an example, this friend of mine loves Genting.. while I think Genting's totally a crappy place and that I'll never want to be back there again if it's still the same. Take another example, I love going to Taiwan and Europe, but others just find them boring and boring.

No wonder people say that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

Anyway, I think my legs are not mine after this morning's 1hr jog.
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Random Thoughts
Friday, Sept. 26, 2008
4:52 p.m.

There were times that I felt that life should be more than that. That there are more adventures like my Exchanges and Immersions waiting for me. That I will be meeting more interesting people and using my broken foreign languages day in day out. That I could be doing this and that and that.

Then, a weird wave of tiredness just washes everything away. Leaving me tired with questions like "Am I too old for it already? Is that part of my life already over? Is it time to get serious? Wait... so all those were crappy? (and the list goes on)"

I wonder, seriously.

Are those moments going to be my longest overseas stay? Ever? With brother embarking on his Swiss adventure, it starts keeping me wonder about mine. Was that all? Or more to come?

Life, ever exciting. Never expected.
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where's everyone when I need one?!
Thursday, Sept. 25, 2008
7:10 p.m.

darn... panic strikes.. =(
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I'm pretty happy with my Sunday!
Monday, Sept. 22, 2008
12:15 a.m.

Finally got down to visit the new Leisure Park today =) Since I was a bit hungry and the donuts do look kind of tempting for once..

Anyway, we're both in white! Ha.. that's really random 默契. =)

=)

And finally got down to taking a photo with Wall.e & Eva. That thought has run across my mind a few times (in the past, when I walked past it)..

Time flew while I was having fun and it was time for our gatherings.. it was good too!

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I'm sleeping with a smile tonight..
Sunday, Sept. 21, 2008
3:26 a.m.

Saturday's been great. =)

1.Squashing
2.Shopping
3.Lazing
4.Dinner
5.Party cheesy world @ Liang Court.

I really find my french classmates cool and nice. =) Feeling lucky about it.

Of course, je t'aime. Really happy to see you @ Alliance Française today. I appreciate it. Beaucoup.
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omg.. I'm a tuitor.. !
Thursday, Sept. 18, 2008
7:52 p.m.

.. I might just enjoy giving tuition or teaching people..but well, I've decided that being a teacher can only set in when I'm much older.. I want to see the world first than be stuck in a system where all your students move on, except yourself (just because you keep teaching the primary/secondary school level through the years).

Will I ever fly?
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Minor Changes
Thursday, Sept. 18, 2008
12:28 p.m.

Sometimes I just want to retreat back to my diaryland..
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Hand Made Strawberry Cake :)
Thursday, Sept. 18, 2008
12:19 a.m.

I act fast.. I really think so. =P Here's the product!

Front view:

Back view:

Time taken? About 3.5hours.

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